happy sappy

i am a sap-lover at heart / stupidly romantic / i don't belong here / i want to walk through the autumn / and paint my face with leaves / thinking of nothing but how happy / how warm it is / with him next to me / even though my nose / numbs in the knifing wind / and do nothing but walk / only the winds to disturb us / and the sound of our footsteps / a lullaby to my past / all i remember / is his arms around my waist / no pain / and i only cry / from happiness / here where nothing / nothing can go wrong / here in his arms / where i belong / and the rain falls / i think of what was / and what may be / was it all just a preparation / for this glorious present? / i want everything i read in books / a fireplace to sit by / worn wooden planks / under a comfy chair / and him there / safety never found now / he throws matches on the past / love unbeaten / love that could last / i want home to be / wherever we go / and feel at one with god / when you snuggle me up in your arms.